Totally Irritated

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Hypocrite = a pretense of having a virtuous character, moral or principles that one does not really possess - Here's a perfect showcase of hypocrisy.

Today, I was very irritated with one of my groupmates. This person is so hypocritical - in class she's all participative, and out of class she can't be bothered with our group project.

For countless number of times, she's always late for meeting. I'm not saying like 10-15mins, it's like 45mins to 1hour for the rest of us to wait la! Today, she's late for meeting, giving the reason that she's getting some snack for lunch. Any considerate soul on earth will dabao some snack over, it's OK with all of us. In the end, she spent 45mins with her lunch and turning up for meeting an hour later, with no work done. She's NEVER ever once appeared on time for meetings except for attending tutorials and getting all enthu about class participation.

And to show how responsible she is in her work, she ALWAYS turns up unprepared and saying things like "oh, i'm not done with my part, I'm so ASHAMED to show it to you guys". Oh please, if you're so ashamed you would have done up your work, and its clearly obvious to everyone that she didnt do ANYTHING at all. And she also said "This project is not important to me at all. It's very easy." *rolls eyes* I totally feel like slapping her manz. She just don't understand that what's not important for her may be important for others. And this is group work, if she's gonna give s**T, everyone in the group gets s**T too!

How nice. Why on earth are there people like that around?? Wth.

Lovers in Japan - Coldplay

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One of my fav songs. :)

Chingay '09

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Really lag post. haha.. comp's running low on ram, takes forever to even rotate e image.

Anyway, went for my first Chingay with Si & Von! *woohoo* Actually we went just to give SW support, but the entire event turned out pretty well! Now I understand why audience on TV always look so un-enthu. That's bcuz there's really too much going on everywhere and we just can't take our eyes off the amazing floats and colourful performers! Totally enjoyed it :)

February Snapshots

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My first time baking cookies! Pretty exciting and tedious, cuz my oven is so tiny and one tray of 9 cookies are already squeezing each other out of shape. hehe... imagine how many rounds of baking I had to go through for dough that makes 30 cookies.

I baked them for An, it's our first Vday together - I was so worried the cookies won't turn out well. But, overall received pretty encouraging comments, just bit too sweet though.
To all those who have tasted the sweet sweet cookies, hope u had a sweet vday ;)

To my dear An-na~ hehe.. thanks for the handmade Vday gift. Really sweet :)


What you can learn from animals...

"Relax and enjoy life!" This cat is so indulged in its afternoon nap she totally ignored my presence. And see how she sleeps with a cheeky grin!


"To scare another bigger sized animal - Me. "
This insect: some bee-striped grasshopper - made me jump while I was opening the door to my home. It's like 2inches long! What weird colors and big eyes it have...


"To smile no matter what happens"
Took this picture at a little corner shop selling fishes at Square2 basement. This one goldfish took the opportunity to smile at me, despite the duck happily eyeing it =P

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Well, as all of my peers are gg to graduate soon, the topic of "Jobs" is inevitable, and depressing for me cuz I think the worst situation has happened to me - I don't know what I want. *sigh* Let's just say, I'm an insecure and indecisive person.

Insecure - I am just that. I can't find any other word that can better describe myself. While everyone else is busy getting their resumes done up, I feel so lost. I'm envious at those who has a direction in life, who knows what they like and don't, who dare to venture out... while I'm like a timid and pathetic mouse finding a place to hide safely and watch the world go by.

And other than being insecure in my personal development, I'm also very ruled by my negative emotions. My tear ducts are unbelieavbly active (As many shld know). I can't suppress them as strongly as I think I would. I always blame my weak character on some other reasons, but largely it's because my indecisiveness and ignorance - because I don't know what I want, I don't know who I am. And also because i'm so bad with words, some friends just don't have the patience listening to me. So I keep to myself alot.

I dunno what to say. All these emo-ness sux. I need some positivitiy in life.